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It's so beautiful outside right now.
It's inspiring.
I love it.
It's inspiring.
I love it.
Current Mood: 
peaceful
peacefulCurrent Music: beautiful day ; U2
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I need you.
20 April 2007 @ 03:10 pm
like half the world is blazin' right now.
ha. nice.
tonight I'm going to kylie's house & spending the night, bre is gonna be there too. we're gonna go to the jv show. tomorrow bethany is possibly going to amber's? and I wanted to go too, but amber's mom hasn't given her a definite answer so I don't think I'll be able to go because my mom has to work tomorrow. on sunday I'm going to the mall to get new clothes for a Quebec trip, I'm exciteedddd. oh and there's this boy. he makes me happy. but he's 19 + my friend's cousin = never gonna happen. oh well.
ha. nice.
tonight I'm going to kylie's house & spending the night, bre is gonna be there too. we're gonna go to the jv show. tomorrow bethany is possibly going to amber's? and I wanted to go too, but amber's mom hasn't given her a definite answer so I don't think I'll be able to go because my mom has to work tomorrow. on sunday I'm going to the mall to get new clothes for a Quebec trip, I'm exciteedddd. oh and there's this boy. he makes me happy. but he's 19 + my friend's cousin = never gonna happen. oh well.
Current Mood: excited
excited15 April 2007 @ 02:57 pm
I really need to read speak. I only have a quarter of it done, and I need to do a gayass math puzzle. fun!
but yesterday I saw Timmy cause we ordered Zonies, which was cool cause I never see him. Also,
I ran into a wall that had wet paint on it. That was fun. I slept till 1 in the afternoon today.
I needed it. I wish summer would get here. It's not that I don't like school. I just don't like going.
I don't know if that makes sense. We're supposed to get a snowstorm tonight.
FUNNNNN. not. it's April 15. there should be no snow. I feel sick. I'm gonna go.
Current Mood: <3
<3Current Music: i'm not okay ; my chemical romance
08 April 2007 @ 02:54 pm
I seriously can't wait till tuesday!
It's gonna be hella funn, me, jess, and bre are all going to amber's house.
I'm wicked excited and yesterday I got zebra shoes and leggings <3
and today I dyed my hair auburn brown :x it's still wet so I don't know exactly what it will look like, but it's permanent and there's definitely red in it. My mom said if I don't like it I can dye it back before vaykay ends. haha.
ooh, and I want pancakes baddd!
oooh, and HAPPY EASTER! ha.
Current Mood: 
bouncy
bouncy05 April 2007 @ 10:05 pm
kylielovee15: shwow
heyyo brittystar: ;-)
heyyo brittystar: hey you know who has a penis!?
heyyo brittystar: ****!
kylielovee15: OH MY FUCKING GOD
heyyo brittystar: HAHAHAHHA
heyyo brittystar: THAT WAS A GOOD ONE.
kylielovee15: i...wow. i cant'.....wow.
heyyo brittystar: :-P
heyyo brittystar: ...i bet it's big.
heyyo brittystar: BAHAHAHAHAHHA.
heyyo brittystar: i love myself.
kylielovee15: OH MY MOTHER FUCKING GOD
kylielovee15: EW.
lololololz.
spring break is here!
Current Mood: 
giggly
giggly04 April 2007 @ 04:23 pm
I had four tests. nott excitinggg. nopenopenope.
but tomorrow is a half day and then break till th 17th, so I'm excitedededed !
things are going alright, life isn't horrible right now.
I'm surprised.
but tomorrow is a half day and then break till th 17th, so I'm excitedededed !
things are going alright, life isn't horrible right now.
I'm surprised.
Current Mood: 
hungry
hungry01 April 2007 @ 05:12 pm
I'm over one boy,
back to another,
and I have my eye on a new one.
I guess life is alright.
Current Mood: bored
bored22 March 2007 @ 05:51 pm
I feel empty.
very empty.
I don't know why.
I just feel like something is missing.
I don't know what it is.
But it's tearing at me like nothing has before.
very empty.
I don't know why.
I just feel like something is missing.
I don't know what it is.
But it's tearing at me like nothing has before.
Current Mood: thinking, missing memories.
thinking, missing memories.22 March 2007 @ 05:45 pm
19 March 2007 @ 08:50 pm
You've lied to me this whole time.
You care way too much about her.
You miss her way too much for there to ever be room for me.
You made empty promises.
I was right all along.
You can't keep a promise to save your life.
You care way too much about her.
You miss her way too much for there to ever be room for me.
You made empty promises.
I was right all along.
You can't keep a promise to save your life.
Current Mood: betrayed
betrayed19 March 2007 @ 08:06 pm
I hateee headachesss.
so fucking muchh. gah.
I just want this week to be over.
I need the weekend.
BOTB on Saturday <3 I can't wait.
next week, no school on friday and I have Kylie's birthday party to go to.
Which is actually super exciting cause I can't wait.
:D I'M GOING TO HAVE A TSHIRT WITH SHAUN WHITE ON IT! YAY! :D
it will be amazing.
but right now, I'm dying.
so fucking muchh. gah.
I just want this week to be over.
I need the weekend.
BOTB on Saturday <3 I can't wait.
next week, no school on friday and I have Kylie's birthday party to go to.
Which is actually super exciting cause I can't wait.
:D I'M GOING TO HAVE A TSHIRT WITH SHAUN WHITE ON IT! YAY! :D
it will be amazing.
but right now, I'm dying.
Current Mood: headacheee
headacheeeCurrent Music: grand theft autumn; fall out boy
11 March 2007 @ 07:52 pm
I miss you,
so bad.
I wish I didn't.
I hate this.
I miss alot of things.
I miss so many things and people.
It seems no matter what, I'm always missing something or someone.
I miss life.
so bad.
I wish I didn't.
I hate this.
I miss alot of things.
I miss so many things and people.
It seems no matter what, I'm always missing something or someone.
I miss life.
Current Mood: sad
sad09 March 2007 @ 03:12 pm
Danielle told him she was just kidding about me liking him.
Of course, that's a lie but he doesn't need to know that :]
In a past entry about my take on valentine's day, I mentioned how I would rather have a present on March 9th, than valentine's day just because someone loves and cares about me. Well, My bfflwad got me one! I love my amber :] we are gonna seriously be best friends forever. March 9th is officially now International Amber + Brittany = Best Friends Day! :D
Tonight, I'm going to Jessika's house. I'm actually superexcited. I know that Shelby & Amber are going too, but I don't know about anyone else.
haha, my cousins paris & damian got a puppy! And it's all black and on the back it has a white streak shaped like a lightning bolt so they named it harry! like harry potter! I was like wow, that's amazing.
I need to meet that dog. My dog's just named Adessa...kinda like Ariel's [the little mermaids] sister Adella.
:-P
Well, whatever I'm done. I have a life to live, I guess.
Current Mood: bouncy
bouncy08 March 2007 @ 08:49 pm
It's cute how my cousin [danielle] likes to blab to boys that I like them when it's not her place.
& the boy agrees.
I love how I can never ever like someone the slightest bit without them finding out or knowing.
It's actually extremely annoying. For once, I'd like them not to know! I thought that this situation would be it.
But now there's nothing but awkwardness when I walk by him in the hallway :-\
thanks cuz.
& tonight I was going to go to the chorus concert to see kylie&all those other chorus people,
but unfortunately it was canceled :[
two hour delay tomorrow?
& the boy agrees.
I love how I can never ever like someone the slightest bit without them finding out or knowing.
It's actually extremely annoying. For once, I'd like them not to know! I thought that this situation would be it.
But now there's nothing but awkwardness when I walk by him in the hallway :-\
thanks cuz.
& tonight I was going to go to the chorus concert to see kylie&all those other chorus people,
but unfortunately it was canceled :[
two hour delay tomorrow?
Current Mood: 
distressed
distressed05 March 2007 @ 08:51 pm
I'm completely bored with my life. Despite, what happened on sunday, which was horrible and in no way was the excitement I was looking for, my life has become nothing. Everyday is just the same. Who knows when I'll be able to talk to him again. He's so faraway...And stupid that he gets himself grounded for 0394-2589320349iejfdn39204 days. god. The only thing I have to look forward to is seeing that other boy at school, who is just way too far out of reach.
I hate seeing "pretty boy" at school. My friend asked me for some poems cause she had to write some and I've always been the poem pro, so I got out my poem book and I found this whole random rant about him. It actually made me want to cry.
boy oh boy, he really had me.
I love how I would write all my feelings to him and never tell him.
I love how when I'm near him he acts as if I don't exist.
I hate how I care.
EDIT:
By the way; it's my mom's birthday.
Current Mood: melancholy
melancholy03 March 2007 @ 09:49 am
making me waste all my time on you.
leading me on and then leaving me here to wait and see if you'll be the same when you come back.
making me addicted to you.
loving her, even though I know you can't help it.
making me miss you.
being so scared of relationships.
being/acting so heartbroken.
not wanting me to let go of you, when all you're doing right now is hurting me.
making me second guess my feelings for you when I thought I was so sure.
telling me beautiful lies, that will never come true.
caring about me.
leading me on and then leaving me here to wait and see if you'll be the same when you come back.
making me addicted to you.
loving her, even though I know you can't help it.
making me miss you.
being so scared of relationships.
being/acting so heartbroken.
not wanting me to let go of you, when all you're doing right now is hurting me.
making me second guess my feelings for you when I thought I was so sure.
telling me beautiful lies, that will never come true.
caring about me.
Current Mood: depressed
depressedCurrent Music: no it isn't; +44
26 February 2007 @ 09:31 pm
You're not gonna believe this one guys. I actually wrote a poem.
Well, it's poemish. It's been forever since I've really written [since I lost my inspiration].
No matter how many times he says sorry.
No matter how many perfectly understandable excuses he gives.
It won't keep me from hurting.
I don't understand why he wants to be with her, after she ditched him for someone else.
& when she couldn't handle that, she went back to him.
I think they're alike. I mean I'm not a pshycologist or whatever and I barely know her.
But I think they're both afraid of relationships, the whole tying down thing.
I don't know what they're afraid of? Maybe hurting? Oh well, they're only hurting themselves no matter what the reason.
I shouldn't be one to analyze others anyways, especially people I hardly know.
It's just that you can learn alot about a person from reading their livejournal.
More than you think.
Whatever, I'm probably totally wrong, but I needed to write down what I thought,
and whether it's incorrect or not I don't really give a shit.
Current Location: living room.
Current Mood: 
confused?mad?sad?hurt?!
confused?mad?sad?hurt?!Current Music: heels over head; boys like girls
23 February 2007 @ 11:08 pm
exactly what he saw in her.
Just so I could know how much I was losing by.
He's choosing her over me & no matter how many loving, kind words he says, I'm not comforted.
Technically, we're perfect for each other. Libra + Aries. Libra + Aries.
Astrological opposites. Total soulmates.
I just wish he knew how much he really did mean to me.
btw; My mom finally bought a house in the city! It's on 3rd st. I think we're moving in the end of April, cause of a bunch of paperwork stuff? and there's like 3 owners of the house and they're all located in different places around the US? I don't know, but I'm happy about that.
Just so I could know how much I was losing by.
He's choosing her over me & no matter how many loving, kind words he says, I'm not comforted.
Technically, we're perfect for each other. Libra + Aries. Libra + Aries.
Astrological opposites. Total soulmates.
I just wish he knew how much he really did mean to me.
btw; My mom finally bought a house in the city! It's on 3rd st. I think we're moving in the end of April, cause of a bunch of paperwork stuff? and there's like 3 owners of the house and they're all located in different places around the US? I don't know, but I'm happy about that.
Current Location: livingroom.
Current Mood: cold
cold18 February 2007 @ 08:59 pm
I hate this. I hate this. I hate this.
I miss pretty boy [a select few will know who this is].
I miss him alot. I don't know how to explain it. I was talking about it with kylie.
( our convo. )
you won't read this. but I really do miss you. I really really do.